.​.​.​at the point when the milk tastes better than the cereal itself​.​.​.

by Revirgin

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Written and recorded between October, 2016 and March, 2017.

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released April 11, 2017

All instruments and vocals; also music, lyrics, recording, arrangements etc. by Karlo Križnik.

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Revirgin Čakovec, Croatia

Revirgin started as an alternative rock/punk duo in 2015.
After releasing their first demo, the two have parted ways.
Revirgin soon becomes a solo project of Karlo Križnik - childish fantasies, personal struggles and ideas in general presented through drawings, doodles, paintings and (obviously) music.
New album, "At the point when the milk tastes better than the cereal itself" is OUT NOW.
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Track Name: Good Morning Sunset
The only thing I can consume
Gets me high this afternoon
What time it is - I don't know
Wish it was true... I always know
Something orange, Sunset maybe?
Want's my body - Come and take me.
I repeat my schedule daily
This is new - go on and rape me.

There's a couple of "people" that I don't hate
I call them "friends" but hey, I mean I'm
Not so good with words anyway...
And what's a "friend"? - I don't know, can't say
They got no names, they have no faces
Can they speak? - I just lack interest
They have no hearts, their souls are shattered
But the world's so blank it doesn't matter
Track Name: Anything Lethal?
I might get out there, take a seat
And take a ride but might get sick
Cuz I don't do that very often

At least it's better than those
Four walls that surround me every day,
Don't let the sickness go away

I'm just a plant anyway
So you can take me anywhere
And I believe I'd feel the same

And If I do something rebellious
That's only cuz I
Never expected anyone to care

- I'm naturally screwed
But it seems like...
Time will always go back
Just to create boredom

Fate, or whatever "she" is called,
Doesn't want me to be gone
But neither want's me to belong

I'm only here because I'm here
And I agree just to agree
Cuz everything's already wrong

We could have some fun and die -
Not even sure if we're alive -
Whatever happens, never mind

I could find a better place
"Do" a smile with my face -
A kind of place that's hard to find

- I'm naturally screwed
But it seems like...
Time will always go back
Just to create boredom
Track Name: Reality Check
I forgot what it means to wake up but I still do it
My porous body's freezing, I can hardly move it
In a flooded room I'm left with a view
Artificial paradise express should be arriving soon

Will it arrive?
When will it arrive?
Will it arrive at all?
When will it arrive?

Floating clouds, growing grass...the real excitement we know
A sweeper on the street, just passing by, doing his job - It's our top rated show
The void you can taste is so destructive - but hey...
I should wait a lil' longer and there's a chance I could survive the day
Track Name: Meeting Voices
You and everybody else can try the doorbell
Doesn't work - oh what a shame, you better go.
Well it is there just to "be there" - was never used
But I don't care - I satisfy myself alone
The only one who makes my home seem alive
Well just bit, he does never speak at all
Because he can't or doesn't want to, he may be mute..
Well it's the same so I don't need to know.

Why am I expecting a call?

My phone acts kinda funny cuz it never rings
Hm, maybe no one calls - but it can't be..
That is why I always answer the phone booth down the street
Cuz I know it rings for me
I get the same call every time, I get suspicious -
You never know - it might be a tape
But I always act the same - go meet the Voice
Cuz killing time is more important than a date
Track Name: Goddess Topless
I can doze off in the park despite the dark
Cuz I'm not home that creeps me out even more
It's untrue that I am lazy cuz I purposely feel bad
But when there's nothing else to do, at least I'm sad

- Im so busy I ignore the rabbits
Isolate - yeah, I do it out of habit
I know i could get out and do something about it
Maybe I'll get better...tomorrow - I'm tired now

I wouldn't miss the golden pair we got in there
Just to admire, with no sexual desire
I can live with no emotion but I need some action
Just as a reminder - I'm alive

- I'll be late but never mind, Ill see "them"
Not so excited, but hey - I'm breathing
I fill in the hole called Life but
Killing time will kill me before I'm done
Track Name: Holiday Spirit and Complete Destruction
I'm running late but never mind, who ever cares
Well I'm alive so I can take an empty chair
That's enough, well fair enough - I'm kinda transparent
I don't speak too much - It sucks, I am aware
I got lost - I'm always lost - I have no space
I overthink so I am running out of time
I get anxious cuz you're here so would you leave, please?
I'm tired, way too tired to fake smiles

It's too late for me to sleep but how the hell am I
Supposed to survive when I'm alert?
I need a "shut down", just a minute, just a month, maybe a year
Cuz brighter future's not so near
Is it me or just a wall of dirty glass that covers
Tiny monsters I used to call "my eyes"?
Cuz lately everything just seems so fucking gray
Like all the smiling creatures started to decay
Track Name: One From the Gas Station
I haven't seen a trace of a color in while
I need an explanation, an approval for a smile
I'm always on the way but I'm hanging around
Send me away and I won't make a sound

- Don't follow me down, I'll go alone
But you can give a hand, I wouldn't mind
Coming back to the shore

I keep a piece of paper that tells me I'm safe
So would you please not forget to put it in my grave
My brain is kinda rusty and it has to be replaced
I need a new perspective to move the muscles on my face

- Don't follow me down, I'll go alone
But you can give a hand, I wouldn't mind
Coming back to the shore
Track Name: Prince Nihilist
I rest my eyes on this place
- But better keep my mouth closed, man
So many things that I'd like to taste
- It's just plastic so fuck that
So many roads that I'd like to walk
- They lead nowhere - don't bother
So many friends that actually talk
- But I guess they're just robots

When I come out I feel so important
- But my existence is pointless
And all the bad things are distant, distorted
- They're pretty clear when you get closer
I wake up so alive in the morning
- Cuz I might wake up dead tomorrow
With a list of things I want to accomplish
- No one gives a damn... don't bother.
Track Name: Blame Insanity
Hey, c'mon man, what hell? Are you deranged?
Oh never mind, it's just a mirror on the wall
Cuz I'm so perfect and I'd never like to change
But I'm getting sick and tired of it all

- And I really want to know
Do I seem insane?
But it could never be my fault
I know a guy to blame

I find it easier to criticize my being
When I insult the Voice I hear inside my head
For all the things I find disgusting, He's the on to blame
Cuz I'm kind and loving...just easily misled

- And I really want to know
Do I seem insane?
But it could never be my fault
I know a guy to blame
Track Name: High on Xposure
I think I realize
What keeps a man alive
It's only stuff that people criticize the most

The secret's not so secret
A man just has to recognize
The things he's gonna be assaulted for

- Long ago I used to be
One of those who just can't see
They look so funny fighting for their childish beliefs

- Now I only laugh
When I look out the window
And I keep my door locked -
Don't even try to knock

Back when I was trying
To be like someone else -
And denying it - man, that felt good

And I still don't understand
Why it is so fucking cool
To fight for your stupidity when you're a fool

- Long ago I used to be
One of those who just can't see
They look so funny fighting for their childish beliefs

- Now I only laugh
When I look out the window
And I keep my door locked -
Don't even try to knock
Track Name: Rotting in Circles
I'm sadly getting back into the circle I despise
But I've been spinning for so long, I couldn't stop, why even try?

Getting older - still I stay underground, and day by day
I watch time fly, it waves goodbye but I'm too low to get that high

Whenever I try to stop being so dumb and blind
I get out there and get too scared, I slip and fall right back inside

I hate it but I spend my days with Me, Myself and I
Cuz I have gone incognito and I hear no other voice but mine
Track Name: Sewers of my Mind
I come in peace but my disease's
So unfamiliar to me, I hardly realize
How everyone gets scared and hits the road
Before I even get a chance to say hello

That's what I'm used to and that's why I rarely speak
And when I do, my words are quiet and untrue
First I was sad but I got used to live that way
And every day makes me more happy, more insane

Whatever happens on the field - I never hear, I never see
I've found my own mind therapy
When I need a friend I write a letter to Myself
And act like it's the one that I have just received

When I need a scene I take my pen and sketch it out
The way I want it - a scene made just for me
So in the end, there is no version of this life
That I would want more than the one I'm used to live

- I am my own man...I my own empty land
Track Name: In Conclusion
Well, In conclusion I am still having a hard time
Getting used to humans breathing down my neck
Most of the time my Mind gets lost and in confusion
I forget I'm not alone but never check

- The infection's here
And I'm free to leave
Pick what you like
Taste the disease

Sometimes it happens my behavior's quite acceptable
But I spit on every single praise I get
I'm still not coming out because winter's far from over
But I'm done and wouldn't change a word I said

- The infection's here
And I'm free to leave
Pick what you like
Taste the disease